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Mar 1, 2017

Nuur Syafiqah

Assalamualaikum

So banyak buat entry pasal kehidupan, why not buat entry pasal diri sendiri.

There is one quality of myself yang aku bangga gila aku cakap kau which is, the level of independent of myself is so high which there was a time where I think I didnt need a guy in my life cuz I can do everything myself.  I commit into my first serious relationship when I was 22 with a guy I didnt expect at all to be with. Tapi kalau kira berapabanyak aku jatuh hati kat orang, takyah ceritalah. Memang banyak nak mati but tell u this, I remember every single name of guy yang aku jatuh hati selama ni.

Early stage of my relationship is hard for me cuz I had to deal with a person. I let this person come into mylife without gave him a chance to discover what mylife is allabout. Maksud aku, masa fasa kawan dulu, aku totally tutup diri aku kat dia, and dia pon xde lah effort nak discover mylife since kitorang kan kawan. So bila dalam relationship, sesikit nak bagitau, nak update and everything, aku cam hmmmmmmmmmmmm okayy and then tak cukup pasal update, aku banyak kali lah kene larang nak buat benda yang aku nak buat, so most of the time aku akan buat, sebab I grew up with this nature, so dont say no to me.Boleh nak cakap no, tapi with the valid reason, selalunya kalau reason tak valid, aku x layan.  Cmon lah, 21 tahun aku single and Im soooooooo happy with my life, tak pernah terdetik pon aku ade rasa jeles nak sangat ade BF nak stuff sebab aku tau how complicated and twisted mylife will be. Only when Im ready to commit, then aku akan fikir.

Aku jenis buat keputusan sendiri, buat benda sendiri2x, taknak menyusahkan orang. Aku tak suka bila orang tak suka dengan segala decision yang aku buat. Aku tak suka deal dengan orang yang rasa dia superior. Bagi aku semua orang sama. Theres no such ticket yang buat kau rasa kau lebih dari someone. Aku suka dengan pendekatan cara berbincang instead of veto. Regardless berapa lama kau hidup atas muka bumi. Senang cerita,aku x suka deal dengan ego orang sebab tell u this, my ego so damn high kalau nak compare and I trained myself to suppress this Ego-thing to the very low level sebab aku suka berbincang dengan orang. Kira open my mind to listen to others. Aku jenis orang yang settlekan sesuatu problem by looking at other's perspective. Kira kalau dalam bahasa ustaz, bersangka baik dengan semua orang.

Sometimes aku rasa aku ni cam jenis baik sangat sebab nak menangkan semua pihak. Aku suka dok dalam win-win situation. Aku jenis sensitif. Bukan jenis sensitif dengan perasaan sendiri tapi sensitif dengan persekitaran. Whenever I sense gloomy aura, selalunya aku akan approach and cuba bagi the aura positive, tapi kengkadang aku guna pendekatan pegi mampos sebab asyik aku je kena jaga hati orang. Orang lain sikit tak kisah psal perasaan aku. Cam babi. Aku jenis cengeng. Sumpah. Aku memang cepat nangis. Aku kalau terlalu marah, mesti aku breakdown. Kalau sedih takyah cakap lah. Pernah satu fasa tu, seminggu hari2x aku nangis sebab aku down sangat. Tapi tulah, bila nangis pon aku prefer dendiam. Sebab aku tak suka orang confort aku. Up to this day, aku x jumpa pon lagi someone yang capai taraf untuk comfort aku. Aku nak orang comfort aku macam aku comfortorang cause I deserve that. Even my BF pon tak reti comfort aku. True story. Most of the time, aku balik kena marah sebab aku sedih. Kadang2x kena bebel sebab aku overthinking sangat sampai aku sedih.

Sampai aku kengkadang terfikir, seorang Nuur Syafiqah ni memang tak layak untuk rasa sedih ke atas muka bumi ni sebab lari dengan perwatakan dia yang cam kasar luaran. Emotion aku dah kena torture since I was a kid. Aku anak 2nd dari 3 adik beradik, Abang, anak sulung dalam family. Permata keluarga. Jihah, anak bongsu dalam family. Berlian. and then theres me. Nothing.  Tapi aku tak pernah kisah pon, so sebab tu aku train diri aku untuk tak harap kasih sayang orang, belas ihsan orang or anything. I can survived myself without all that. Thats why aku selalu doa, aku jadi kuat sebab battleship aku is wayyyyy different. Tapikadang2x aku kalah, and theres me crying sambil peluk bantaland tertidur, esok bangun, aku teruskan hari and buat2x lupa dengan segala bullshit yang aku tengah hadap.

Ade jugak situasi yang orang cari aku sebab susah. Aku tak pernah merungut. Aku tolong mana yang boleh sebab aku tau dia ade sebab kenapa dia buat camtu. Tapi kadang2x aku terasa jugak. Aku manusia biasa bukan malaikat. How baik sekalipon aku ajar diri aku tapi sifat buruk manusia pon masih ada tak pernah tinggal. I can conclude that Im the moving statue that have no sense of direction, or maybe I did sometimes had light to help me keep going but it will eventually end up at dead end.

If you ever read this, doakan aku kuat.

Regards,
Nuur Syafiqah Wahid
The most annoying person u will ever met.

NSW; TPG

Dec 26, 2016

PENANG 4.0

Assalamualaikum

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHA PENANG LAGI WOIHHHHH!!!!

Updated: Malas up entry Penang. Long story short, went to Penang, Kak Fareha kawen, then straight to Pesta Penang which is I must say macam tapak funfair biasa and the token is sooooo ridiculous mahal, satu token rm4 x silap, satu game kokak 2 token, itu pon game bodoh2x je yang kau boleh main kat tipikal tapak funfair biasa dengan harga jauhhhh murah, and orang ramai gila namateyyyyy. But I had fun after all.

Then to Nasi Kandar Beratur cam biasa lah, then terus balik tido. The next day, cari jeruk madu and went to KMPP. Then shoot balik KL. Sampai KL by Asar, lepak rumah Syazazu sampai Maghrib, then pegi rumah Syikino amek keta, then singgah rumah kak ngah sampai pukul 11 camtu, nak rehat buat hilang letih. Then shoot balik Melaka but, singgah Seremban minum dulu then baru balik Jasin.

Sampai rumah around 2 pagi senget2x. Thats it.

Dec 22, 2016

ROCKIE POMADE #bukanpomadekosong

Assalamualaikum



Pomade [ Read: Po-med; sejenis kosmetik rambut lelaki untuk memastikan rambut ayah/abang/adik/pakwe serta bakal pakwe kekal terurus tak macam tongkang pecah]

Okay first, aku tak expert pasal pomade tapi tahu lah sikit-sikit. The first time aku tahu pasal pomade ni masa bf aku ajak teman dia gi amek pomade ni kat LRT Uni. Dia COD situ. And I sounds so stupid back then cuz I thought its a pemadam tapi cakap dalam dialek kelantan so jadi pomade get it get it????


So dalam bahasa mudah pomade ni kiranya minyak rambut lah, tapi mungkin lelaki ni nak beat pompuan dalam level complicated so dorang guna term pomade. Tapi dari apa yang aku faham, Kalau kita buat levelling chart tahap kekerasan rambut kalau guna pomade ni , pomade ni location dia kat tengah tengah.



Nak kata dia keras, tak keras sangat and nak kata lembik pon tak lembik sangat. Its just nice gitchewww. And pomade ni terbahagi kepada banyak-banyak jenis, ada homebrew, ada yang proses RnD dari kilang, ada yang lambak punya. Yang lambak ni aku point out yang made in China lah kiranya pomade tu. Kalau dah Made in China, pepaham sendiri lah, dorang buat bebanyak guna bahan ape aku tak tau pastu jual murah, takde RnD and sebagainya.

Kalau homebrew ni kira masak sendiri kat dapur rumah lah, and lastly biasalah yang dari kilang Malaysia, undergo RnD sampai owner puas hati baru proceed.

Kalau dah nama kosmetik, seharusnya lah kita kena check KKM untuk memastikan produk yang kau guna tu takde nak memudaratkan diri kau. Terjamin sikit nyawa kau, ni nak letak kat kepala ni, buat di letaknya bahan ntah apa2x, mati sel2x kepala kau, aku tak tau. So thats why, di sarankan untuk check KKM produk yang kau akan guna walaupun ianya produk sesimple minyak rambut.

Okay enough rumble. What the heck is Rockie Pomade?

Kat Malaysia ni dah berlambak pomade kau boleh jumpa kat pasar malam/ online/ barber shop hipster
, macam macam kaler macam macam bau tapi apa buat beza Rockie Pomade ni dengan kebanyakan pomade2x lain ni?

Ok aku highlight benda yang paling penting ehh sebab apa?

SEBAB ROCKIE POMADE ADA KKM!!!!


tak caya?

korang boleh check NOT number (refer gambar) kat website bawah ni untuk pengesahan




Antara kelebihan lain adalah;


  • Mempunyai Extract Virgin Coconut Oil dan Limau Purut dimana sangat baik utk rambut.
  • Waterbased (Mesra wudhu')
  • Stronghold (Rambut maintain hensem dari pagi sampai malam)
  • Dibuat oleh Kilang berstatus GMP.
  • Melalui RnD selama lebih 3 bulan.
  • 100% buatan Malaysia dan bukan unlabel.
  • Harga mampu milik.
  • 120gram. Tahan lebih dari sebulan.
  • Texture yang lembut. 
  • Bau yang wangi. 
Part bau tu paling mengancam. Bau macam chewing gum. Sedap sungguh. Ni betul aku cakap as perempuan aku tertarik lah. Masalah dia aku tertarik sangat hiks. 

Untuk perempuan-perempuan, kalau dah buntu tak tau nak bagi hadiah apa kat dak-dak lelaki ni tak kiralah pakwe ke abang ke adik ke hatta member kau sekalipon, korang sua kan je pomade ni. Aku bau jugak lah pomade-pomade abang aku, tak best. Pomade abang aku satu dari luar negara, satu lagi malaysia punya, tapi sungguh, bau dia tak leh challenge Rockie Pomade. Aku tak cakap kosong ni.

Kalau perasan Rockie guna #bukanpomadekosong tu bermaksud, pomade ni bukan je lah semata untuk rambut nampak kemas dan untuk menarik hati orang dengan bau dia, tapi diorang jugak campurkan extrak limau purut n minyak kelapa dara. 2 in 1 beb, sambil kau melawa, sambil tu jugak rambut dapat khasiat.


APA LAGI MALAYSIA MAHUU!!!

So aku attach link FB Rockie Pomade kat bawah ni, and korang boleh check them out. Tak rugi beb!!

#bukanpomadekosong

Teaser: #bukanpomadekosong

Assalamualaikum

Pomade (read: po-med) sejenis kosmetik rambut untuk memastikan rambut ayah/abang/pakwe/adik/ serta bakal pakwe sentiasa hensem dan terjaga.




Oct 24, 2016

Hari Jubah Picute

Assalamualaikum

See see this girl updated her blog so fast. Zzzzz

17 Oktober 2016
Dewan Tunku Cancelor, UM
#UMConvo #MadeinUM #TeleTripkeDTC

Yeayy dahconvo.I wrote quite a lot about my Uni life here in this blog, so if happened to me to go down the memory lane, I just scroll and read. And this day finally came. I was so scared if I wasnt able to attend my convo sebenarnya. Hahahhahaha. Up to this time while Im writing this thing, I am still a jobless graduate. wakkakaa

Can I just show the pictures, pre convo, post convo, on convo and everything lah. sebab malaas nak tulis.
The very first pre convo is with this lad. On the day amik jubah itself.









And then with fellow wolfpack. Ada 2 photographers on that day.

With Syafiq's Parents

MAH FAHMELI


Some People


On the day itself, with so many people. Tak dan nak tepek gambar satu satu. hehehheee




Thanks Fakulti Kejuruteraan Universiti Malaya for 4 amazing years, dari zaman usha hati senior department sampai zaman dapat rembat hati budak kos sendiri. Kahkahkah I finally graduated from this Uni. With that, I end, Till we meet again, UM.

p/s I can tell mykids, " Kidss, this is where I met your father,so be grateful, eventho I dont really like this place sometimes." HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHA

Oct 19, 2016

Teaser: Hari Jubah Picute




Tunggu lepas aku pulang jubah baru aku up entry.

Aug 26, 2016

Pokemon Go

Assalamualaikum

I just had my dinner. Nasi lemak. Soooo malaysian everytime also a nasi lemak time. Well back then in UM, whenever we decided to lepak or minum minum after a project meeting or memang takdeidea nak makan mana, there are always 3 options to pick on, its either nasi lemak anjing, nasi lemak babi, or nasi lemak mapley. Nasi lemakanjing isactually nasi lemak at restoren ehsan, the ayam is ssshoo niceeeee. And I dont know why they called it anjing, while nasi lemak babi is the other name of nasi lemak bumbung/maybank/seapark. Enough short story about nasi lemak.

Earlier this day, but not so early lah, I decided to crawling out from my sarang persembunyian after being lecture for minutes about how can I spent my day lockup blablablabla. So I decided to go to tangkak doing my hunting about this hype Pokemon Go.

One thing about Pokemon Go is, I played Pokemon before,during the gameboy time. Pokemon Red,Blue,Yellow,Gold,Silver and everything. So when these pokemon go was released last month, it had been expected to thousands of people play with it. and I dont mind it.

But i dont like the people that just play without having any hype. One time I was soooo excited to see Starmie in the middle of nowhere and I heard some people was like, "ni haa patrick." and also the other time "weh ni haa telur." ITS EXEGGCUTE DOOOOO!!!!

I really hate when i have to listen to this kind of shit like, hey mangkuk dah taktau nama tak yah main boleh tak. Tak payah acah acah. No. Dont ruin mychildhood. Damn.

I made a pact with jihah, kalau mak tanya pegi mana, just jawab pegi jogging. So during our dinner, mak tanya and without wait for us she screams, " Korang pegi tangkap pokemon kannnnn". Mak got this FB syndrome where she tend to percaya all the stuffs that was going viral dekat FB and Im started to get annoyed like really annoyed. Phewww. When she first know Im playing this game, she was like tau x haram bla bla bla and I was like, " Fuck u people on FB, look what u guys did. This is my childhood. I never got the chance to own a game boy before to play, I borrow it from someone else. LET ME PLAY THIS."

So just to let u know, there was alittle bit drama about this hukum, logic and so on, guess who wins? Ehemmmm. Hahhahahhahahhahahaha

Thats it for tonight rumble. Btw Im Team Instinct Yaww. Muahx

Aug 24, 2016

Good Morning

Assalamualaikum

So, its 130 in the morning and im not quite yet ready to sleep so i decides to write. Well the truth is, i just finished taking my midnight snack, a pack of maggi sedap and a mangga. Yummehhh

Back to the tajuk. Back then when i was in um, i had this habit well i was trained to develop this habit of wishing people good morning. Well its obviously my roomates lah kan yang selalu dapat wish ni. Not only morning wish lah kan, its more to greeting. Whenever i was in my room doing works or just lying and scrolling, and then my roomates came back, i just throw a simple hi and will automatically ask her day. Well, it may looks simple but that a little things that most of the people overlook at.

Imagine you had a rough difficult and rasa nak carut kind of day yang kau jumpa semua orang dari lecturer bawak ke kawan terus pada boyfriend semua jadi punca kau nak mengamuk. Then, the one place u wish to be adalah dekat bilik kau cuddle dengan bantal, so balik dengan hati meradang, masuk bilik tetiba di sambut dengan suara penuh ceria rumet kau tanya your day. Kau tak sampai hati nak marah sebab rumet kau completely innocent, and u will definitely started to spill everything. Well, i did most of the time. As time past, its not only me, my roomates do the same thing jugak.

Another situation where, imagine kau memang dah dikatakan rutin for almost one whole year woke up in the morning and terus gapai fon and gigih bukak passcode wassap just to text your loved one morning wish regardless kau tau dia x bangun lagi atau dia dah 2-3 jam bangun memulakan hari. These could be anyone, your parents, bestfriends, partner. Tak kisah lah sesapa pon, tapi yg pasti kau ade rutin utk wish diorang ni. Hari hari selama 10 bulan tak pernah miss. Power betul ngkorang ni, tapi one day kau decides utk xbagi. Kau rasa apa yg penerima kau akan fikir. Cuz, its their routine to get a morning wish dari kau. Kau taktau, manatau sebab wish kau tu lah penyebab dia nak teruskan kehidupan. Well it may seems so bullshit right now but believe me it happens.

Why we called something a routine?Its obviously something that you do everyday and once we tried to break this routine, trust me and believe me, its kinda seronok. When it became a routine, that means you are fully responsible towards it. Dia dah jadi macam satu kewajiban untuk kau, macam beban jugak lah. HAHHAHHAHAHAHHA tapi kalau kau tengok benda ni as beban, so once you lift it, trust me, it is the feels of freedom. Walaupun sikit.  Tapi kalau kau amek, untuk wish orang ni as a I dont know, a saja saja thing just to make sure u are alive oruare awake or u are ready to memulakan your hari, trust me, its kinda hard kalau nak tinggal camtu je.

I had this routine also but its slowly faded away as time goes because of laziness or mungkin sebab dah terlalu selesa kot. But never mind I guess the other party dah ade orang lain yg lebih layak untuk dia wish kot. Kahkahkah camni rupanya perasaan kene ditch dengan member sendiri. Sobs sobs.

Anyway, if it happened to u guys to have a greeting buddy, regardless how busy you are, just take your phone and simply type "Good morning, have a good day." or " Selamat memulakan hari xoxo" or maybe like " all the best today." sent it away tak kiralah via whatsapp ke twiiter ke atau status FB sekalipon, theres someone somewhere actually wanted to read the wishes.

Never underestimate the power of a simple greetings. For you, it maybe looks like nothing but for someone its everything.


Xoxo

Nah jamah muka budak 2nd year excited masuk hutan negeri orang. Hew